Remembering Rob5....
Hello everyone. Here I am again. Still working through the wall of mail, grateful it is there. I have received so many cards in the post mail & they are still comming. Sometimes a letter or note as well. They are all very appreciated & comforting. Angels have come from some of you, sent out through Angels for Hope. I took someones advice & put them all around this place today. Here's their link if you want to send an Angel off to someone. They are sweet, & always a comfort when you receive them. 
http://www.angelsforhope.org/  If I told you I am doing better, that would be a lie. I CAN tell you that I have moments & sometimes a couple of hours that are bearable. Those are times when a friend or family member will call, or when I am walking sometimes, with my friend Sharon. Other times I just walk alone & remember times when I had someone who ALWAYS walked with me (on wheels) & most of that walk is spent weeping quietly now. The fresh air likely helps, but, it doesn't take away that awful empty spot. Sometimes I feel so cold, when the shock sets in again. Why all the details you may think? I want you to know that the grief process is far from easy. If you have a friend or family member who has lost a loved one...please don't just go to the funeral & then feel you have done your 'duty' to that person. Be a TRUE friend & keep closely in touch. You will be "needed" during the long lonely hours when people seem to forget that your world has crumbled. I want to thank all of you who have emailed. I haven't seen most of them yet. They are slowly comming together on these pages. My daughter, Kay, is a Godsend. She is doing all the newsletters. I am finally doing the Sunday one & managing it with everyone's help, with the things you send me. There is so much paperwork. A lot has to be translated from Dutch to English, before I can even know what it is. To all of you who have lost someone you love...you have my deepest sympathy & hopefully you will find some help within these pages I have put together. Send a grieving friend, or relative that may find comfort here. To the 'chosen few' who have been keeping me going from one day to the next...you have my love forever. Love to you all...Patsy


Patsy & Rob in Queen Beatrix Park, Netherlands


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Hi,
It's hard some days here with Brian away (Adriatic Sea), and I can't even imagine what you are going through with Rob gone. I wish I was closer to you now so I could visit and keep you company. You were always there with me when Brian was away and I needed some. I look forward to seeing you in April. I was talking to Brian tonight and I told him you called, he was happy to hear that you did and asked how you were.
thinking of you always, Shelly

http://www.ecardgallery.com/main.php?display=view_ecard.php&id=10300

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I'm Free
By Linda Jo Jackson.

Don't grieve for me for now I'm free.
I'm following the path God laid for me.
I took his hand when I heard him call.
I turned my back and left it all.
I could not stay another day,
To laugh, to love, to work or play.
Tasks left undone must stay that way,
I've found that peace at the close of day.
If my parting has left a void,
Then fill it with remembered joy.
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss,
Ah yes, these things I too will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow,
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.
My life's been full, I've savored much,
Good times, good friends, a loved one's touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief,
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lift up your heart and share with me,
God wanted me now, he set me free.

Patsy,
I'm so sorry for your loss.  My brother in law passed away on the 21st of
Dec.  We read this poem at his funeral.  I hope it helps you and comforts
you as it did us.  God bless and our prayers are with you. Integrity


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Dearest Patsy,
You don't know me, but my name is Julie G and I am from Montana.  I am
praying for you because I know how you feel.  This last August I lost the
most wonderful Mother anyone could have.  Yes, having good friends around
will help.  I know God will help you get through this.  God Bless You!
Julie


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I am so sorry for your loss. I will keep you in my prayers. Sandie

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Patsy,
 I am so sad to hear about Rob. I know you will miss him so much. He will be
greatly missed. I will keep you, Kay and your family in my prays and my heart in
the coming days. Knowing he is in the hands of our Lord and Savior will bring
you great comfort. You will just have to take it one day at a time, one foot in
front of the other. I will keep praying for you
Mary Lynn B
Wetumpka Al


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I am so sorry for the loss of your Rob.  Eveyone will be in my prayers today
for the loss of such a man.


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I am so very sorry!  I know there is nothing that I can say to make
you feel better.  All I can say is that my prayers are with you
Patsy!  Kathy M
Fertile, MN


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I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.  Mary G

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Dear Patsy
I know all of us feel for you right now.  You will be
in our hearts and prayers.  Lori


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My prayers are with you. Patti T

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GOD BLESS YOU, PATSY, AND KNOW THAT HE IS IN A MUCH BETTER PLACE THEN WE ARE. MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU.

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my condolensces Patsy. Know that he will always be with you in all you do.
anita j


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My prayers are with you sweetheart.  I lost my precious, beautiful son in October, he was one day short of 24.  All I can tell you is the pain you feel is so natural.  The tears will continue to come, without warning, indefinitely.  It's easiest to say that you will have "good day/bad day, and sometimes the days come 15 minutes apart." 

Our Lord is keeping your precious Rob and my precious Shaun safe.  They wait for us, and it will seem like an eternity before we see them again, but how glorious it will be!

When we went through the entire funeral procession and the weeks following, I found myself wishing I had someone, anyone who could just come over for a few hours a day and answer the phone/door.  Just so I could rest a few short hours.  It sounds like you and Rob are well loved in your community.  Perhaps when someone asks what they can do to help, it could be suggested? 

I will continue to pray for you.  My grandmother used to tell me that it was our human selfishness that caused us to want them back so desperately... they were definitely so far better off where they went to wait for us!
love & prayers,  Debi H, Arkansas City, KS


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Dear Patsy, 
Please accept my sincere condolences for your tremendous loss.  Your email telling me about Rob's death was the saddest and worst I have ever read.  I was truely saddened and grieve for the loss of sweet Rob for through your and Rob's newsletters, I feel that I have also lost a friend.  Please know that my prayers are with you during these trying times.  http://www.dobhran.com/greetings/GRsympathy.htm
Love, Susanne


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~IN MEMORY OF~ Rob

If you checked out tomorrow,
and left us all behind,
what type of memories,
do you think we'd find?

Did you leave a piece of yourself,
in all you touched and knew?
Did you always bring a smile,
and cheer those around you?

Did you embrace people,
with a passion and a joy?
Did you love life and live,
as if the world were your toy?

Did you seek to become,
all that you could?
Did you do the things,
that you said you would?

Did people respect you?
Were you kind and sincere?
Did you make people feel better,
whenever you were near?

Did you speak your mind,
and follow your heart?
Did you make love known,
right from the start?

Were you true to yourself,
and to what you believed?
Did you love all people,
even those who deceived?

Did you offer a hand?
Did you offer your ear?
Were you always available,
to calm someones fear?

Did you make an impact,
in peoples lives and hearts?
Did you give your best?
Did you give the best part?

Did you bring hope to those,
who were sad and afraid?
Did you bring smiles and sunshine,
to those in the shade?

Did you share your dreams,
with those who really did care?
Were you open and honest?
and were you aware?

We DID know Rob and miss him deeply.  He WAS all of those things and VERY MUCH MORE!!
We love ya Rob!
Patsy, I'm at a loss of what to do and wish I lived very much closer so I could hold you when you need it.
Love, Steve & Di

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Please accept my condolences.
Delene


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You'll be prayed for, and Jesus will be with you!
Jeannie H,  Tyler, Texas


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Patsy you are in my heart. Remember what a fine person he was and that he will never really be gone, aslong as he dwells within your heart. Blessings and Peace for you and yours,
Jana F


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Dear Patsy
I'm so very sorry about your husband.  Please accept my sympathy in your time of grief.
MaryF


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i am so sorry, i know he is with jesus. i know jesus will bless u .god bless ur family.......clarice

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I am so very sorry for your loss.  Please try and take some comfort in the
fact he is in a better place and he is no longer sick.  May God bless and
keep you and yours.  Jan


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Patsy
Just a short note to let you know that you and your family will be in my prayers and thoughts. 
God Bless you and now you have a special guardian angel watching over you.
Rita K


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Dear Patsy...
Our Prayers are with you....having recently gone thru the same loss.....My sis's husband passed away unexpectedly the 1st of Dec. and they were living with us.....it was a shock....and the holidays are really hard......but gal.....the loneliness will be so huge that you will sit and cry for hours....and beleive me..it helps....just keep the good thoughts and memories in your head and heart and this will help you make it thru the days and especially the nights.....I hope you feel the love from all the friends you have reached over the months and shared with us your  life....it has helped many feel like we are family.....Our prayers for you to feel the love and go on living the life that Rob would want you to ....If you have  a moment and feel like crying.....cry...and be mad or be happy or be lonely....whatever the feeling.....feel it....and share it.....let you friends and family wrap their arms around you and let you feel cared for....and above all remember Rob is with God and they are watching over you and seeing the pain and trying to ease it for you....feel the love....
My love to you......Linda M......a friend.....


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There are no words or deeds that can bring you any comfort as you go through
this loss.  Time will ease your pain.  Prayers of peace and comfort for you
and your family.  Karen S


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I am really very sorry to hear about your loss.  I
have gone through the same situation in my life almost
10 years ago.  I too was madly in love with the most
wonderful man, he came down sick, we found out he had
leukemia, he fought a hard battle for three years, he
even went through the bone marrow transplant; but a
year after he went through it, his body decided to
reject it, and he couldn't fight it and I lost the
real true love that I have ever had.  I too didn't
want to see anybody or talk to anybody until I was
ready.  Just know that it takes time, and you will
eventually be able to go on.
Janice


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PATSY ,,MY PRAYERS & THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU AT THIS SAD TIME,,BARB

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My deepest sympathies go to you Patsy.  Rob was a wonderful man and you will
cherish him until the end of time.  You have been good to all of your
recipients on behalf of Chocolate Recipes and our hearts are with you now
more than ever.  Again, I'm very sorry for your loss.
My kindest regards,  Jessica P


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Just wanted to say I'm very sorry for your loss. I shall be praying that God will comfort you as you go on each day. One day you shall be together again. John 14
Anna


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Hi,
I am SO SORRY!  I know it was a shock.  If you even get this message know that there are us out here that really feel for you and do understand.  Don't worry about getting back real soon, but I think you will need to do this letter for sanity's sake.  Hang in there, you can make it.  And remember he's a lot better off now.
Love,  Linda S.


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Patsy,
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Michelle from Georgia


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Dear Patsy,
I find it easy to say that I am sorry for your
"loss" but I know that Rob is not lost.  He is
young and happy and free of physical pain.
I know you will miss him but in Spirit he is
always with you.   Sylvia S.


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May it help you to know someone cares and knows your pain.     In memory of
someone I lost and love.........
http://www.angelsremembered.tk
God Bless,  Sharon B


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I am so sorry at your loss. My heart and prayers are with you.  Mina

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i hope it will take some time to  get things backe but just remmber that we all love you  and we will wait tell you can do it ok  i hope you know that i will pray for you that he will be well taken care of  may god bless you and keep you in our prayers
vickie


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Patsy,
Hello!  My name is Tracey and I have never wrote to you  although now I feel
that it is time.  I am so sorry for your loss.  I have never been married at
the age of 32 now but I know that it must be very hard.  You know that
everything happens for a reason and God must have wanted Rob with him now.
I will pray for you to get you through this tough time.
With love,  Tracey


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Dear Patsy,
I read your email with deep regret and I just want you to know that you are
in my prayers and I wish you health and healing and peace.
You must remember that Rob is now at peace and is not in any pain and is in
a state of Grace I am sure.
Love,  Maggie
Just one of your devoted readers. Of whom there are many I'm sure.


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You are in my thoughts and God be with you in the next days
Be strong   take care of yourself  Linda At wolfpack


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Patsy,
I am so sorry to hear of Rob's dying.  My thoughts and
prayers are with you in the sad time.  I lost my love
five years ago and believe their love stays with you
forever.  God Bless You.
Kathy


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I am so sorry I enjoy your letter so much.. sometimes we wish we could do
something to help someone and then you really don't know what to do my
prayers are with you.
Leeana


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So sorry to hear of your loss. There's nothing I can say at a time like this,
but I'm sure there are a LOT of people thinking fondly of you & Rob. Personally,
please know that I will absolutely keep you in my thoughts and prayers... I feel
that I have come to know both of you a little bit. And (it's easy to say, I
know, but...) the pain will pass, but the fantastic memories will stay forever.
Remember to take care of yourself, and know there are people praying for you.
God Bless, and let us hear from you when you're up to it. :-)
Tony (from Southern California)


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dear patsy,only know you from on-line,but please know my thoughts and prayers are with you.god bless,dorisanng

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The whole of Zinester's team is there with you...

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My Dear Patsy,
I have been out of the loop for awhile with a new computer to get going smoothly & switching over to DSL & Snow Storms & Grandkids to watch.  Today I promised myself some time just for me.  I just now opened this e-mail & was absolutely in shock.  I am so terribly sorry this has happened.  I know there are no words to give you comfort right now & I won't even try.  I lost my husband 8 years ago right before Christmas. It is a big adjustment & a lot of soul-searching that goes on, huh?

You are a very strong & wonderful Woman & you will get through this by leaning on God's shoulder every now & then.  Rob will always be with you in spirit.  I know that my husband is.  Every so often, I know he has come to visit us & check up on us.  Some would say I am crazy, but I have a niece who lost her husband about 3 years
ago & she says that similar things happen at their house.   He is very much a part of you & he is in your heart, so he is never very far away. 

Please tell Kay that I am thinking of her also and praying for guidance for you & your family.  Prayers, Pat :-) 


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Hi Patsy,
 
I am wondering how you are doing.  I know what a great loss you have suffered.  Just remember you have wonderful memories and all of your friends to get you through this.  Rob wouldn't want you to be sad.  He knows you are hurting so terribly.  I believe he is with you.  I wish I lived close to you so I could be around to try to help or just to listen.  I really know it has to be so difficult.  I don't know how I would handle that.  I know the devastation when I lost my mom, then Randy and my dad four months apart.  I hope I never find out what it's like to lose a spouse. 
 
I just hope you find peace to go on.  Rob is in heaven walking and doing all the things he couldn't do here on earth.  We all know that he loved you more than life, itself. 
 
I miss hearing from you and know these things take time.  I know you aren't in a mood to laugh but I do have some great funny pics to send you sometime from a Costume Designer's/makeup artists to the stars party that we attended at the place we go ballroom dancing.  When you are ready for a good laugh, I will email them to you.
 
Love and hugs to you!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
 
Lilly and Mike


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Dear Patsy,  
Please accept my sincere condolences for your tremendous loss. 
Your email telling me about Rob's death was the saddest and worst
I have ever read.  I was truely saddened and grieve for the loss
of sweet Rob for through your and Rob's newsletters, I feel that
I have also lost a friend.  Please know that my prayers are with
you during these trying times. Love, Susanne H

http://www.dobhran.com/greetings/GRsympathy.htm

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sorry to hear about your husband.
i just read about your husband's passing on Carmen's newsletter.i am always
behind on reading my email. i know what it is to lose loved ones. i almost
lost my wife last year. my mother and father are no longer with us in body.
i will be praying for you. take solace in the Scriptures. may God be with u
at all times.take care. Roger K


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i`m so very sorry, i know how much i would miss my husband if he died, we`ve been married 42 years, it would seen like part of me was missing....try to take it one day at the time....i wish there was something i could do, i know you dont know me, but you have my deepest sympathy.....carolyn

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Many prayers for you and love goes out to you. I'm sorry.

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Patsy,
Please accept our sincerest sympathy in your loss of Rob.  We will continue
to keep all of you in our prayers.
Mary Beth


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Dearest Patsy,
I am so sorry for your loss I know that it's not a lot of comfort when someone says that time will heal and all the other sayings that come to someone in this time, but please know that even though we have never met you and your family have helped me through some of the most dramatic or tramatic times in my life recently, and i wish i could give you a big ol hug and a shoulder to help dry your tears.  but since we will probably never meet face to face I can only pray that you realize how special all of your family and you are to the world and what a blessing that yall are in God's service.
Blessed Be
Donna M,  Rusk ,Texas


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Dear Patsy,
     Hi my name is Kelly.  I receive HHOF letters.  I am in canada so i
don't get to take much advantage of the free offers, but today when i
received the letter it sadden me to read your letter that your Rob had
passed away.  It brought tears to my eyes and a big lump in my throat.
    You will be in my prayers tonight and i hope you will be ok.  I'm sure
you have lots of family and friends around with you, and they are always
great to be around, even if they don't say anything....it's great just to
have someone else in the same room with you.
Kelly from Canada


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Patsy, you and your family are in our prayers.  I am so sorry for your loss. 
Debbie


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Sorry to hear about Rob. My heart goes out to you!  It is a blessing
that he is in the arms of Jesus and that one day you will join him!
 Remember that you will be together again.  Take whatever time you
need for yourself, but remember that we all will be with you in
spirit and want to wish the best for you! 
Thanks for sharing your life with all of us.  I feel like I know
you, not just someone that I looked foreward to hearing from over
the internet, but a real friend!  Let the arms of Jesus comfort you and keep you safe!
Your sister in Christ,
Theresa L


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So very sorry about your loss, and my family will certainly keep Rob in our prayers

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Patsy,
I am so sorry to hear of Rob's passing.  You made me smile whenever you told of his antics, ached for you whenever he was ill.  Well I believe the pain is over and he is in a better place.  I am sure you will miss him, but, life goes on.  I am one who will definitely be keeping you in my prayers.  You are strong, you also have the whole community there for you, you are loved.  God Bless you and keep the faith!.
Carol in Toronto


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God Bless you & your family. He is in Heaven with the baby Jesus 'right now'.
May God ease your heavy heart.
Enjoy your site, our prayers are with you!
Frank & Maryanne R


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Dear Patsy,
     I'm very sorry for your loss. Nothing I can say or do will help you
through this very trying time, but I hope you realize there are many of us
who are praying for you and hoping for the best for you. Thank you for
thinking of us, we all share in your loss in a very small way. I hope it was
theraputic sharing your sad story with us. Though Rob's body is no longer
with you, his memory lives on in you, do him the justice he deserves and
serve his memory well. A part of him is always with you. Thank you for
sharing your lives with us. Take care of yourself.
Best regards,
Jim W


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May the Angels carry your dreams and wishes to the the ear of the Lord and your troubles far away.  Paula

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You are in my thoughts and prayers.
To Patsy
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you, and that the Kleenex box is handy if you run out.
Rob was a special man and we will sorely miss not only his newsletter, but your wonderful stories about him.
Amber K


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My Sympathies to you ,
My heart goes out to you and I will pray for you.
In Jesus Precious name.
God Bless you Patsy.  Val


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My prayers are with you.  I enjoy your newsletter very much.
Jessica F


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Patsy:  I just want you to know that I am deeply saddened by the loss of your husband, and am praying for you in this terrible time of a deep sorrow.  Please let Our Lord strengthen you as only he can.  I will miss Rob's prattle in his Cooking Pot newsletters.  I looked forward to each and every one of them, and felt I was actually sitting at a kitchen table with him sitting across from me and giving me verbally one of his recipes along with his advice, history and reliving of some of his experiences. 
I almost feel I knew him personally.  Once again, my prayers are with you and with Kay.  One of your readers -Sandy from Texas


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Dear Patsy,
We are sorry to hear about Rob. Our family sends our deepest sympathy for
you and your family at this time.For every burden there's relief,A joy for
every sorrow,for every trouble that we face,There's new hope for tomorrow.
Hope it helps to know our heartfelt thoughts and sympathy are with you.May
God bless you,Our prayers are with you.
Love Eleanore And Roberto Acosta (US)


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hi patsy
just wanted to let you know your in my thoughts and prayers at this
difficult time.
Evonne


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Our thoughts and prayers are with you. May God sustain you thru this most difficult time of your life.
Mike E


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Just a note, Patsy, to let you know that you're still in my thoughts and
prayers.  I know you are swamped with love and wishes from all of your
friends, both personal and email, and his, and will have to take more time
before you're able to get back to some degree of normality.  Take care and
know we all care about you and miss your newsy letters, but don't worry,
we'll all be waiting to hear form you when you feel you can handle getting
back to your newsletter, even if you're only able to ease back into the
routine a day or two at the time.
We love you,  Ellabeth


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Dear Patsy...I am terribly saddened to hear of your news.....of course you are in my thoughts and prayers....i cannot even begin to pretend to know what you are going thru, but I do envy you in that you had someone that you loved so entirely and who loved you the same that you can be so lost......that was a love to end all loves....and he awaits your time....you are a source of inspiration to many and i know that eventually you will begin to feel a bit better and be comforted by all who love and care for you.....bless you and bless Rob.....hugs n love, Kelli

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Patsy,
  I am so very sorry for your loss. I have followed your wonderful site for so long now, it just seems forever. Though I have never corresponded with you (or any of the others) I feel that some how I am part of your life. With all of your stories that you have shared, and of your life with your wonderful Rob I just felt connected. Actually, you two showed me that I too could have such a life. With your wonderful words I have grown closer with my husband and can honestly say that words will never be enough or help with your loss. No ones can. You have had a tremendous loss and though right now you feel alone I want you to know that you are not. You have acquired many, many friends through your site, some like me who have kept quiet until now. I can only speak for myself, but I do hope that you return soon. Not right away, because I do feel that you need to grieve, but just remember that you, too, are loved and that we will worry until we hear from you again. We know that Rob is in a beautiful place and he is no longer in pain. He is with our Lord and one day (not right away) we will all be together. Take care Patsy, and know that I love you and that Rob will be deeply missed by everyone.
Charlotte    Portland, Oregon USA


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We wish to express our deepest sorrow at the loss of your beloved Rob. I know there are no words that can help you in this time of great grief, but just know of the thousands of people out here who are praying for your family and that God is with you.
Rob is now truly in Heaven with our Lord and although you wish you were too, God must have things for you to do that he just has not shown you at this time. This will be a very difficult time for you, but with God's help and love you will be able to go on. So just lean on him and trust in him. Sincerly,
Rebecca


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I Asked God to Bless You
http://www.flowgo.com/rsubf_ng.cfm?id=gjfpvw459SicxulDtyb&l=24&p=58320&d=12-31-03

your a special person here on earth and you have many friends lean
on them in this time of need  god bless you and keep you strong
 hugs kathy j  aka dizzykitty


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I shed a tear for you.
Eileen H


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Dear Patsy,
I just wanted you to know you are in my prayers.  The Bible promises us that we will have peace that passes understanding.  I felt this peace when my dad passed away.  I cound't handle it by myself, but the Lord was so close to me.  I will continue to pray for you and your family.  Love, Lynn  Chesapeake, VA.


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HI PATSY,JUST WANT TO TELL YOU, IM SORRY TO HEAR THAT YOUR HUSBAND ROB DIED,
MY FATHER DIED OF A MASSIVE HEARTATTACK IN 1996 SO I KNOW HOW U ARE
FEELING RIGHT NOW, IM KEEPING U IN MY PRAYERS AND MY THOUGHTS, I ENJOY
READING YOUR EMAILS FROM YOUR SITE U SEND TO PEOPLE EVERYWEEK, THEY MAKE
MY DAY. I KNOW U WILL MISS YOUR HUSBAND BUT I HOPE U HAVE FAMILY MEMBERS
AND FRIENDS TO SUPPORT U NOW, YOU GUYS SOUND SO SWEET TO KNOW AND I FEEL
LIKE I KNOW U BY READING YOUR EMAIL LETTERS FROM U. KEEP UP THE GOOD JOB
AND THE GOOD WORK U ARE DOING, U CAN EMAIL ME HERE OK AND KEEP IN TOUCH
WITH ME, I LOVE TALKING TO PEOPLE AND GETTING EMAIL FROM THEM TOO, LOVE
YOUR FRIEND ALWAYS, POOH XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOOO HUGS AND KISSES TO U
PATSY AND YOUR FAMILYXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXOOOOOOO EMAIL ME BACK AS SOON AS
YOU GET THIS FROM ME


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Dear Patsy, I am so sorry to hear about Rob. I really enjoyed his cooking pot newsletter and his living with a disability newsletter. As you know I am still in a wheelchair and Rob's letter made me wake up and think. I know you will miss him very much because I could tell he was one of a kind. May God keep you and Kay safe from harm and may He bless you and give you strength to carry on. I will be keeping you in my prayers and thoughts. Love to you and Kay, Betty G

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I hope you get this, I wanted to send to you a note. That yes you are in my prayers.
And your right he is in a place with God. May God  bless you and your family upon this time of need.
God Bless you Modena


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Dear Patsy;
I just wanted to tell you how sorry I was to hear that Rob left.
I have gotten and given alot of your inspirations, to other loved ones in my life.
You and Rob are such an inspiration to all that got your newsletters.
Also, wanted to let you know that my prayers are with you and Kay.
Love to you...
Brenda P


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God bless you, Patsy and you have bunches' of friends, like us!! MarshPWFC
Here's the address of the web page I'd like you to visit.
Forever Friends:

http://www.andiesisle.com/Friends.html

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so very sorry-words are never enough-you were so fortunate to have had
someone so very special-hang in there-the gang is here when you are ready or
need us. Alyce P


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Patsy,
I'm sure right now is a time of extreme grief.  Given time, the extreme pain will pass. 
Ask God for strength and he will bless you with peace in your heart. 
Look at the sky and you will see face of your husband looking down.
In God's Love,  Valise R


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Dear Patsy,
   I wanted to let you know you are in my thought and my prayers. I have
walked in your shoes, two times. The shock and the anger, soon to come,
will help you and to reach out to the Lord for strength- to help you
through.

I,  at 23, lost my 27 year old beautiful husband in a motorcycle
accident.  It  took me years to have the memories fade, but I will never
forget.

Then at 26, I lost the Father of my children. He too, died of a  heart
attack, massive and out of the blue.  Dont take this wrong, but it was a
blessing in disguise, as he beat me silly, for 15 years. But he gave me
my kids.  I dont miss him at all. It was him or me.

Be kind to your self and write me if you want. I believe,  in  this
life you cannot be there for someone who has not been through the same
situation.  I have.  But here I am today,.          .At this saddest of
days for you and your family.
You are correct, God took your husband, as  he was a chosen one. he took
my Dad when I was 7 months pregnant, but I know he is free and happy,
with my little grand=daughter Ashley, who passed 5yrs ago.

Loss is not new to me but it brought me to God, in whom i had no belief
at all. But one day, I prayed. A change in my out look came over me, i
cannot explain. Look to the "Big Boss" for strength", when you feel you
cannot go on. But, you will.          I promise.

Contact me at any time, as I do understand, where you are, on the last
day of 2003.

Be Strong, be  a believer of miracles, and pray your head off. ad CRY.
The best thing to do now, is CRY. 

My blessings and strength go out to you and all the prayers I can muster.
Your Friend, Candy


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My prayers are with you even though I don't even know you. I know that this
is a hard time in your life and remember that all of your friends and family
are there for you. Know that they are there for your needs if even it is
just for an ear to listen. If you feel the need to talk by all means talk or
if it is to cry do the same. May God bless you and keep you in this time of
need. Sherrye H a HHOFer


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Dear, Dear Patsy...i feel your pain and only hope that my prayers are being answered immediately for our Father God to take your broken heart and spirit and mend them for you soon. i too, have an awesome partner and know just what you mean...words are never enough, as i truly can attest to this...but know this Patsy, we are many, (your fans)...and their are many, many, many voices being heard in heaven today on your behalf, as we all love you very much and will try in spirit to share your pain and to hold you up in your time of grief and sorrow...as you have so often done for me and many others, sweet lady!! God bless you and we will await your return, faithfully! Please be well soon, Patsy and i truly mean this with all my heart that cries with you this nite...marsha

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I am truly sorry about Rob and I know that he is with God and that he died a
happy man. my prayers are with you.  love djones


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We are so sorry!  He is in Heaven with the baby Jesus.  May God rest his soul & ease your heavy heart.  Rob is your special angel in Heaven.  He'll always be in your heart. xo :-)

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im sorry, i know how you feel. i lost my mother and daughter  3 months
apart. i still get sad at christmas and its been 6 yrs. now. will
be praying for you, sammy


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Patsy,
My thoughts and prayers are with you as you go through this trying time.  I
lost my husband 5 years ago so I know how devastating a loss  it can be.
Just remember the good times you shared and try to forget any bad memories
you might have.  The good ones far outweigh the bad ones and they are the
ones that will comfort you the most in the upcoming days, weeks, months and
even years.  If you ever want to talk to someone who has been through this
loss, I am always available for you.  Rob will no longer suffer and you will
be with him again.  My sincerest condolences to you and your families.
Carolyn


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Patsy,
I am so sorry to hear about Rob. How my heart aches for you. My
hubby had 6 heart attacks two years ago. I was so afraid I would
lose him . he made it and is back at work but at a lesser stressed
job. But he still has problems. I wish I could make the pain go
away for you.My prayers will be with you and you need to know you
have a lot of people that love you. I read your newsletter every
day but have never replied but when I read this I had to. If you
ever need to talk I am here for you. God bless you and good luck.
Debbie S
Malvern,Arkansas USA


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I am so sorry to hear about Rob.  I was praying for him and you,both.
Rob seemed like he was a great guy and seemed to be happy most of the
time, when I got his recipes.  I know he has gone through a large amount
of medical testing that wasn't too pleasant to go through . He won't be
suffering anymore.  I know my husband has been through alot this year,
also. He was diagnosed with lung cancer in Sept. of 2002 and has gone
through chemotherapy and radiation.  He also has 2 artificial mechanical
valves in his heart since 1981.  He has had pneumonia many times and is
on oxygen all the time and has alot of pain.  Wish I could take some of
that pain for him. Hope you will get through this, it must be very
difficult and heartbreaking.  It was always nice to read about him and
your adventures.  May God bless you and remember Rob is now an angel
looking out for you.  My Sympathy, Crystal M


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patsy:
i've subscribed to your list for a year or so, and wanted you to know i will be both thinking about you and praying for you over then next few days. i know how difficult a sudden death is, and should you feel the need to talk to someone who's been there, please do not hesitate to call me. 10 years ago, i lost the love of my life on a sunny, warm christmas eve morning - totally without warning.  nothing replaces him, and nothing or noone can replace your rob. seriously - my number here is --- or email me a number and i'll call you. and please, don't worry about what time it is here - i work 12 hour shifts and am on call the other 12 - so whenever you call would be fine. i nothing i or anyone can say or do makes this time better or easier to bear. but the following is a poem (i do not know who wrote it) that my late husband's mom gave me after she read it at the service we had. i've cherished it, and have gone back to it several times for comfort over the years. i hope it helps...and please know that the love you shared will live on...in memories, in your heart, and most of all, in how you honor rob with your life in the days, weeks and months that separate you until you two are reunited with god.
warmest hugs from new orleans
madeleine
 
Message From The Bridge
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say, But first of all, to let you know that I arrived okay. I'm writing this from the Rainbow Bridge. Here I dwell with God above, Here there are no more tears of sadness; there is just eternal love. Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight, Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night. That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through, God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you. It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone, As for your dearest family they'll be here later on. I need you badly, you are part of My plan, There's so much we have to do To help our mortal man." God gave me a list of things that He wished for me to do, And foremost on the list was to watch and care for you, And when you lie in bed at night the days chores put to flight, God and I are close to you in the middle of the night. When you think of life on earth and all those loving years, Because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears, But do not be afraid to cry, it does relieve the pain, Remember there could be no flowers, unless there could be some rain. I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned, If I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand. But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over, Now, more than ever before my life to you is closer. There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb, But together we can do it by taking one day at a time. It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too, That as you give the world, the world will give to you. If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain, Then you can say to God at night and "my day was not in vain." And now I am contented that my life was worth while, Knowing as I passed along the way I made somebody smile. So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low, Lend a hand to pick him up as on your way you go. When you are walking down the street and you've got me on your mind, I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind. And when it's time for you to go, from your body to be free, Remember you're not going. You're coming here to me - and I can't wait to show you all there is to see!
Author Unknown


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Dearest Patsy,
I'm so sorry to hear of your loss.  Rob was a good, kindhearted man who cared for others. 
I'm sure God was waiting with open arms and big smiles to welcome him home.
I pray for you and your family.  God grant you the strength to get this.
From reading his site I feel like I know him and have lost a friend too.  I share your tears.
(((HUGS))  Sue

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God Bless! I lost my husband, sister, and grandfather within a month of each
other. My husband was my soul mate. Even if I lost all of my relatives last
year, the pain does not go away. My memorieas will last forever. But my bed
is cold and I miss my love. You are in my prayers.
Lenora  C


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Dear Patsy and Kay,
    I am so sorry to hear of Rob's passing.   I too cried when I read
the news.  Even though I have never met you or Rob or Kay, I feel that I
know you all so well from your many emails and I enjoyed hearing all
about your move to the Netherlands and also enjoyed reading about the
sights and things you saw and did daily.
     I wish I could be there in person to give you and Kay a big hug and
kiss.  I know I can not be there but I again want to pass on my sincere
condolences on Rob's passing.   Yes, he is with our Heavenly Father and
is safe in his loving arms.   You and your family are in my thoughts and
prayers and I feel you are a strong, wonderful person and you will be
able to get through this with the love and comfort of family and
friends.  I am sure everyone will agree when I say we all feel your sadness
and we are grieving with you on this sad day.
     Again you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers and you
will be ok.  God will see you and your family through this also.
God Bless and take care.  Please know that we care about you and your
family  Sincerely, Linda E


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Dear Patsy,
I KNOW you are probably deluged with "e-mails", letters.... I just
wanted to tell you how very sorry I am to hear your "news" about Rob. I
am simply a "reader", but, I am truley heartbroken for you. My thoughts
& prayers are with you.
Deborah Y


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I was so sorry to hear of your loss. Bonnie G

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Dear Patsy,
   I have no words to say at this time except how very sorry I am for your loss. 
I will pray that God will give you the strength to carry on and survive your pain.
Sincerely,  Dixie I


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Patsy, I know you don't know me, but I am a Haunted House of Freebies Subscriber, and I want you to know that I am praying for you, and I hope you don't mind, but I placed a prayer request on the World Network of Prayer for you..  I would be devastated if I lost my husband, he is my best friend.  It sounds like it was that way with your Rob also.  ((HUG))  May God bless you and comfort you in your loss.  Keep holding to Jesus, he will always be with you.
Sister Tanya L. S

When Satan is knocking at your door, simply say: "Jesus will you get that for me?"


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SO SORRY ABOUT YOUR HUSBANDS DEATH.YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS.
JUDY B     WINGATE, NC


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Dear  Patsy,
   I am soo sorry to hear of your loss. You will be in my thoughts and prayers .Remember your faith in God and God himself will get you through this trying time ( and it is trying,believe me) . I know what it's like to lose a loved one , I've lost my younger brother and my father. Sometimes you feel like you just won't make it throughthe day without them there. I sometimes still wait to hear my brother's voice or my dad's . Anyway ,Honey I just want you to know I'll be thinking of you . God will get you through this ,have faith. Think of it as God needed one more Angel and he's standing with your dear husband watching over you
In my Prayer,  Kelly 


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I want to pass on my sincere condolences on your great loss. I feel sorry that you have had to go through this difficult time. Although I cannot say I know what you are going through, I have seen this in my Mother since my Father died just before Christmas last year. She is a strong woman and difficult as it is to do, has picked up her life and goes on. You also have the strength necessary to go on from here, after your goodbyes and grieving. I pray for you and please remember he has not left you, only his physical presence is missing, he will live on through your heart and I believe he will look after and over you. Take care of yourself. Joyce F

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Dear Patsy,
I just wanted to send my condolances to you, I know how hard it is at a time
like this, and that the pain feels like it will never stop, and to be quite
honest it never really does, time just helps you to feel not so much pain
but more the happy times and the good memories.  it's been ten years since
my wonderful father passed away and it still feels like yesterday i was
talking to him, and the sadness that they won't be there to share all the
new memories that you make, but I still believe he is still watching over
me, and your Rob will be there too, watching over you, I only have a few
words of advice, Don't ever be ashamed to cry and greive, it takes time to
get over the biggest heartache of all, don't expect things to be normal,
things will calm down and be different, but nothing will be the same ,
accept hugs and help from freinds and family, it does help, and don't be
afraid to approach people yourself for help or advice, (sometimes people
don't know what to say in case they might upset you) I know it is especially
hard to enter a new year without someone you love, but always rememeber they
might not be with you physically but know that they are with you spirtually,
and love really does last forever. I hope my ramblings helped a little
With best wishes  Alison A


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Praying for you during your time of loss. :(  May God bring you comfort in
knowing that he is with his Heavenly Father.
Hugs,  Sherry
http://www.heavenlysweets.com

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Oh Patsy, I don't know what to say. I know you are heartbroken.  I feel like
you and Rob were really good friends who I knew personally. I read your
email everyday. I hate this for you sooooo bad!  At least we all know Rob is
not suffering, sick or sad anymore! He is celebrating today even though you
are not. Just take comfort (what little you can) in knowing you will be
together again.  We all love you and know there are many prayers going up
from all the people whose lives you touch in so many ways.  love in christ,
Retha T


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I am so sorry. May the Lord bless you and keep you safe in HIS loving arms.
Camille N


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so sorry for your loss..I have read your emails and listened and
prayed...Lot's of people here for you and just sending you lots of
love..Sandy


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I never had the oppurtunity to know your husband
whom no doubt was very special to you and your family.
My girlfriend and i send our condolences and take your time in
coming back with your continued recipes. We both know what
it's like to lose someone very close to our hearts.
We are both at yahoo.com.  Bruce W/Tina G


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Patsy
Hi. I know I am nothing more then a stranger that receives your emails on a
mailing list but I wanted to write and express my deepest sympathy to you in
your loss. While it is comforting to know that he has gone to be with his
Lord that doesn't make you miss him any less. I know that no words can ease
the pain and emptiness you must feel now but the blessings of having
Christian brothers and sisters praying for you will hopefully help you feel
God's presence, love and comfort.
Prayerfully,  Mark W
Barrie, Ontario Canada


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Oh my gosh.
I am so sorry about Rob.
He sounds like a wonderful man even though I never had the pleasure of meeting him.
I just wanted to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Hang in there Patsy.
~Brea   My Lip Stuff
http://www.mylipstuff.com

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Dear Patsy,
Was so sorry to hear of you loss. You are in my thoughts.
May God be with you during your time of sorrow.
Your friend in Alabama   Bonnie


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I am praying for you and your family at this time. God bless all of you in the New Year.
God Bless Renee R and Family


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Dearest Patsy,
I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your beloved husband, Rob. When we lose a loved one, there is a feeling like a huge hole in the very center of our being that will never fill back up again. But trust me, it does get better with time, even though I know that you can't possibly imagine ever feeling better again right now. All the words of comfort that we can give, sadly, do not comfort at a time like this, but you will be in my prayers. Look to Jesus for your comfort. He is the only One who can help right now.
In Jesus,  Sue C


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I did not personally know your husband but through his newsletter I
learned to know him.  He was a very warm loving  beautiful person.
This last year I prayed for him alot while he was going through so much.
When I opened Carmen's newsletter I was so shocked to hear the news that
I cried.  I feel so bad for him , for you & everything.
God Bless you & be with you.  I amm so sorry Patsy.
Will miss him so much. Kathy

Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.


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Remembering you from Australia

Dear Patsy, I was so very sorry to hear your sad news. I know how your heart must be breaking. If it's any consolation please know that your friends here in Australia, and around the world will be praying for you, and remember your darling Rob is only a thought away. He will be with you forever. Please take care of yourself. Love Anne


Patsy rpkdv@nf.aibn.com
RememberingRob6
http://www.pakadevasfreebees.com/RememberingRob6.html